I'm always amazed how your body knows what's going on in your brain. I shouldn't be amazed anymore, I have one if the most communicative bodies out there, it never lets me get away with ignoring my worries. this morning though, I got a different communication... relief.
I can't at this stage go into too much detail, but a situation in my work has had me rather anxious for a little while now. My body's reaction has been to dry hurl every weekday morning. Not pleasant. What makes the situation unhappily messy is that it needs to be kept under wraps until certain things came about. I wasn't to comfortable about this because a fair amount of deceiving has been done. On party in particular I felt aught to know what was going on, and this week I got the go-ahead from my management to say I could let this party know.
I sent of one very carefully crated email this morning and immediately felt a burden lift off my shoulders. That wasn't the new experience though. When I received the response to me email this afternoon it was exactly the response I wanted & needed to the situation. I felt what must have been 4 weeks worth of held breath leave my lungs, I felt at least a little dizzy and my ears blocked up. Now that was weird.
It's not at the top of my list of best physical feelings ever but that had to be one of the most unusual. My left ear is still blocked.
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